Jan 9, 2015

2015 - The New Journey

I have not been updating the blog for quite a while. Reason, so many things happened at once plus I rarely blog.

2014 has gone. What I can say for 2014 in summary:

  • Best 
  • Good
  • Sad & Bad


Best in the sense, I regain my health & fitness. I have never been healthier than before. I manage to complete 10-15 km running. Lose weight 25 kg.



Good, may be, I have achieved some of my financial objective that is to prepare for the next phase, Retirement. I started to venture into property investment. So many things to learn in property world. Learning phase and make a few mistakes.

Sad & Bad: My dad has been admitted to ICU because of minor heart attacked in feb 2014. On top of that, my relationship has turned ugly. I know some of it, caused by myself. I admit it was my fault for not taking a good care of the sacred relationship. This is not an overnight problem. It is on-going problems since 2008 and even before that. To rub more salt in the wound, I had an accident where I hit a truck. It was a near fatal accident. The roof top was wrecked and going through repair service for one month. I was lucky that nobody was injured.



For the next years to come, 2014 will be a life a changing event. I will not be the same person anymore. I have to be a better person. Better than before. Getting better and better day by day. Thank you ALlah for trying me. Thank you ALlah for pulling me back to the straight path. Atas kelalaian dan kecuaian menjalankan tanggungjawab dan amanah, memang wajar aku dihukum,

Aku terima ujian ini dengan redha dan pasrah pada harga yang harus aku bayar. Sudah ditakdirkan sebegitu walau sekuat mana pun kita berusaha. Apa  yang sudah tersurat hanya dapat diubah dengan doa. Sekiranya doa kita tidak dimakbulkan, Maka ALlah memberi jawapan dalam surah al-baqarah, hanya Allah sahaja mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hambaNya.

What I want to do next, sekiranya diizinkan Allah:
1. Menunaikan umrah dan haji
2. Mengembara dan berkelana, bak kata pepatah jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan. Ke mana sahaja, kaki ini mahu melangkah.



Dari Anas bin Malik Radhiyallahu 'Anhu berkata: Rasulullah Shallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam bersabda kepada Fathimah Radhiyallahu 'Anha:

مَا يَمْنَعُكِ أَنْ تَسْمَعِي مَا أُوْصِيْكِ بِهِ، أَنْ تَقُوْلِي إِذَا أَصْبَحْتِ وَإِذَا أَمْسَيْتِ: يَا حَيُّ يَا قَيُّوْمُ، يِرَحْمَتِكَ أَسْتَغِيْثُ، أَصْلِحْ لِي شَأْنِي كُلَّهُ وَلاَ تَكِلْنِي إِلَى نَفْسِي طَرْفَةَ عَيْنٍ

"Apa yang menghalangimu untuk mendengar apa yang aku wasiatkan kepadamu? Hendaknya saat berada di pagi dan petang hari engkau mengucapkan, "Wahai Dzat Yang Maha hidup lagi Maha Berdiri dengan sendiriNya, dengan rahmatMu aku mohon pertolongan. Perbaikilah urusanku seluruhnya dan jangan Engkau serahkan aku kepada diriku walau hanya sekelip mata."

(HR. Al-Nasai dalam al-Sunan al-Kubra, Al-Bazzar, dan Al-Hakim dan ia menyatakan sahih sesuai syarat muslim. Disahihkan Al-Albani dalam al-Silsilah al-Sahihah, no. 227)

Semoga Allah permudahkan dan perbaiki urusanku untuk hari-hari mendatang.

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